ok on wednesday went to the court again.
it was the most stressful moments i ever had.
this was because last 2 days was the last day im gg to see my uncle.

reached court at ard 230pm.
the court was suppose to start at 230pm.
however,as usual the judge is the VVVVVIP.
so he came in 1 1/2 hr later.
so as we stood up to give our respect to the judge who making his entrance.
we sat as he sat on his chair.
im happy that we a a family are very strong in bonding.
we face problems,every single probs together.
we share the pain n hapiness together.
as the clock strikes 430.
it was my uncle's turn to be sentenced.

i was told b4 the court that he might been gg in for ard 2-3yrs.
thats the minimum for his offence.
haiz.
i was sad when i heard that.
so the judge read it out his offence.one by one.
my aunts,cousins started crying.
i noe i shouldn't.
in a way tt i not everything happen for a reason.
da takdir illahi.
if the civilians witnessing the court session cry.
then wat do u think abt the accused?
don u tink they are more sad than us?

although im orite in sch.
its jus that im not those kind who brought my probs to sch.
im not those kind who search for sympathy.
n i don like ppl to trouble for my probs.
haiz.

so the court read out that he will be gg in for 8mths out of possible 3-4 yrs.
i was elated at the same time sad.
elated cos ppl have been saying bad things abt him.
ppl have been saying that his sentence could be for 10yrs.
however,turn out to be 8mths.
ALHAMDULILLAH.
this shows that he is innocent in the eyes of Allah.

truthful n sincere ppl will always be potected by Allah.
he admits wat he has done is wrong.
he is nt the kind that cheats or lies.
to tell u the truth my uncle is like a role model to me.
a great husband to his wife,a great father to his children,a great father to his nephews n nieces n also grandchildren.
he is like the replacement for my grandad.
he initiate everything like family day.
he is the one who came up wit the idea.

we can only accept fate.
wish for his well being.
mayb he do this out of his bond to work as a disciplinarian in the homes.
i myself don understand but wat thing for sure
is that he do all that out of a good intention
to educate n discipline all those ignorant kid.
haiz.
i musn't blame them i guess.they are humans afterall.
i jus wish that they realise that one day they will
reflect on wat were their character like in the homes.
haiz.

as he was gg to be brought away,
we went to shake his hand.
i shook his hand,hugged him n cried as i can't hold it animore.
my beloved mamang.
it will be 8 mths till i can see him again. :(

YA ALLAH YA TUHANKU,
LINDUNGI LA PAMANKU,
KUAT KAN LA IMAN NYE,
JAGELA KESELAMATANNYE YA ALLAH,
DAN JUGA BIMBING LA KELUARGANYE,
KUATKAN LA KESABARAN NENEKKU YG SEDIH MELIHAT ANAKNYE.
AMIN.

mamang,no matter wat u will always be a leader of the family in our eyes.
that's wat his ex-colleague said to us.
he is a born leader n wat happen to him is all takdir.
can't be avoided nor deceiving it.

assalamualaikum.