alrite today woke up at 12 again.. haha donno y have been waking up late lately. maybe because watch soccer till the wee hours.. scolded by my mum because did not wake up for prayers. ahaks.woke up at 12. ahmad ask me to accompany him to sim lim bt i have to turn down his offer. after ahmad msg my classmate msg asking me to send the report. oh ya report en i start doing.. manage to finish 2/4 of the practical report. at 5.30 meet cupcake - nana as usual meeting time was actually at 5. she actually can be dismissed by 4.30. shw canot do her excel ssignment en tts y she cannot be dismissed. 1/2 an hour thinking how to do at last she called me which i helped her for 10 mins haha. luckily i gt it rite. so meet my cupcake.. she looks nice wit her new hairstyle. walk al the way to west coast to the street soccer court. met ahmad,fir,hazwan and azmi there. no ball. so bored waiting for the ball to come. en after awhile outsiders came with a ball. finally play soccer. play till 7.30 cos cupcake want to go back and also the stupid light was not on. n came the good nes tt later at 5 pm there will be sports club soccer training. ahaks. walk and tok to cupcake and as usual disturb each other. sit at the bus stop waiting for the bus waited till 9.30. crazy rite 2 HRS!!! bt it was worth it. en came along fadhli wit his smart uniform. he left early and we carry on toking. me and cupcake tok abt how come we can fall for eah other when we have nothing great inside us. ask also abt if i did not sound her early wat will happen. it was so fun knowing each other more. in fact yesteday we tok abt how we started our past r/s. :) the great thing is that it is 1 day away from our 3 mths of r/s. I LOVE YOU DEAR!!! bt sumtime my mind do come across wat will happen to me if we break up. can i manage the break up?will i hurt myself to vent the anger? will i start smoking?will i change? ts y the more i should cherish and protect the r/s. cupcake have been a great gf and a fun one to be wit she have been true to me all along and very undestanding although u noe sumtimes girls can be unpredictable bt that is nature. that is for us men to handle it.